It's all about the memories.
It's odd how while pleasant, they can bring a tear to your eye. Even while you're reminiscing about time well spent in the company of people you love, how a sliver of memory slinks in to your consciousness and brings with it a small sharp stab of pain. How you wish you could turn back the time, have just that one more day with the person you love. How you wish that they were near you.
Maybe they are. Maybe they're just looking down at you, you who are encompassed in their eternal love.
I'll be thinking about this all through November.